Finally, the most thing i have scared off was over. But, is my nightmare over yet?
I slept almost 24 hours yesterday. Too long dream I had in my life. Honestly I never sleep for sooo long before. Hahaha. I think god really want me to rest. My point of life, he want me to sleep and rest. Such a long sleep, dreamed alot. But if you asked me, what have I dreamed. I don't even remember a single thing.
Thank God, and thank you for all the prayer, everything went well. Honestly, Im not scare of the operation. What I really scared the most is the day after waking up from Anesthetic. Friends texting me last night and was asking everything fine? Yea, in very dizzy and really dizzy condition, Yes I am alright.
But unsure is it this nightmare is it really over yet. Woke up this morning really a shocked for me. I can't even move my leg. So yes, today whole day was lying on my bed. Can't move, can;t walk, and most important still dizzy.
But don't worry, Doctor told me, it might take a few days to recover and slowly I can walk back. Well, guess thing I am worried is here. Just can't walk a day is already taking my life away. I just can't imagine people who can't walk for whole life.
I'm blessed. Blessed for everything. This is just a minor.
Dear Friends, I know all of you worried about me and wanted to visit me. But sorry rejected all of your kindness. I am just not ready yet in this condition. But truly and honestly, I feel your support here. I almost breakdown again this morning when the first thought in the morning I can;t moved my legs. But my sifu, my inspiration. Her text means alot to me.
Certain time I might breakdown, and you can read emotional post on my facebook, but don't worry friends, im still staying strong here and still keep smiling. Today the sky was crying , but it stopped again after an hour and the sun shine again. I believed , this pain is no longer will be long. No matter 1 week, 1 month, 1 year. I will be strong.
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