Needing , Wanting , and Love

Hey all! It's been a while I'm away from blogging. Silence and peaceful mind, I just feel to write something here. I came across an article title ' The difference between Needing, Wanting and Love Somebody' which it's really caught my eyes and have a read on it. After reading it, it somehow clear some of my today doubt.

Having to know, when someone meant a lot to you have move on another relationship. Well, I'm happy and also I'm Sad. Moving on is part of the journey when something mean a lot to you is no longer yours. Some memories buried deep inside me for a while. Don't dare to look back, don't dare to think, but there will a moment you will heard about something you scare to hear. Something you can to see and something you scare it will bother you.

I believe most love relationships start out with a state of wanting. When you fall in love,you want the other person very, very much. And then slowly, over time, as you love, you also become more and more accustomed to that person, so much so that you might even feel as though you can’t live without him or her. This is when want becomes dependent.

It’s when you have become so dependent on the other person for your emotional and physical demands that you can’t live properly if he or she disappeared from your life completely. With this person, you can feel a sense of familiarity and assurance that comes with his or her acceptance of you. You feel safe with him or her.

At this moment, it’s unavoidable that you will feel slightly needy because you just want to feel safe . Even if you were to get back together after he comes begging at your feet, you might be satisfied for a while, but you won’t stay satisfied for long.

Because, in the end, he is still not what you want. He was, but that’s the past. You loved him, but now, you don’t. Now you feel like you need him only because he’s part of what that feels familiar. Undeniably, he’s the safer choice, compared to being single again after such a long time.

After all, now both of us have moved on. Yet I’m glad I have made the move, because someone better is in front there waiting for me. If you are reading this, I would like to say Thank you. Thank you for everything, the sweet memories, your effort and what belong to us. Blessing for me and my most important man because I know he deserves a better me, and most important my blessing to you.

Dear my present, I hope you will be my last and one day we will walk into the aisle and let me vow to you, no matter how bad is your past experience, I will be there for you. No matter how low confidence on yourself, I will lend you my confidence. When you think your world in darkness, I will be your light and lend you my positives. Because I know and I’m blessed to meet you in journey of my life. Thank you to be in my new chapter of my journey.

 Some things are better late than never

R.K